I have misused and abused medications for most of my adult life. I began using meth when I was in my forties. My habit soon escalated to a full-blown addiction. My health began to fail over the next several years; my lower legs and ankles had turned a purple-ish green and I could barely walk anymore.
My husband and three teenage daughters never imagined that the real reasons for my constant illnesses and strange behavior was drug addiction. I was living a lie, and my whole family suffered mentally, physically and emotionally. My life was crumbling down around me, and I knew that if I didn't get help I would die. I wanted to be able to be there for my family, but I realized that I needed to get help first.
Meanwhile, my eldest daughter was admitted to a behavioral hospital and while visiting her one day, I came across a Narconon brochure. After a few days of researching all available programs I discovered that Narconon had the highest rate of recovery in the nation, and felt that their program would best help me understand the root cause of my addiction. I also liked the fact that Narconon didn't consider addiction to be a disease, but something that could be overcome. I made the decision to give it a try and enrolled as a student at their facility.
From the moment I arrived I felt safe and hopeful. The program was very helpful and the compassion and hard work of the staff were beyond my expectations. It felt like I was learning to live again. I feld at home at Narconon, and soon felt better than I had for the past 30 years. The program wasn't easy, it was hard work, but I knew I was doing the right thing for myself and it was a whole lot better than being out there using and worrying if I would die each day. I returned home, armed with a new outlook on life, a fresh start and hope for my future.
I've been completely sober for 14 months. I am living well and enjoying even the smallest things in life. I am still working to rebuild the trust of my family and put my life back together, but every day is a blessing and I am happy to be working through it. my husband has his wife back, and my children have their mom back. I share everything I learned from Narconon with my family. The best part is that I do not feel I live with the burden of a disease or even that I may relapse someday. I am forever grateful to the Narconon staff and program. It really did save my life and has helped me find success and happiness again.
Showing posts with label methamphetamine addiction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label methamphetamine addiction. Show all posts
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)